wed 01/28/04 12:40a

oops. like, hi. four months, i know. i'm (always) restless as hell and (finally) ready to take over the world. i have a (sort of) new boyfriend. we are mozzarella stick and french fry connoisseurs.

listening: death cab for cutie.
reading: the dharma bums, by jack kerouac.
drinking: white tea.

wed 09/10/03 11:15p

indecision keeps me on my toes.

sometimes i have to remind myself not to be lazy. not to work eat sleep shit work eat sleep. what i really need is something to write about besides myself.

listening: mxpx: teenage politics.
reading: fat land, by greg crister.
feeling: sicker.
drinking: orange juice.

sun 09/02/03 03:10a

too many movies to see and all i've got is the local ballbuster and some pocket change.

i'm inspired again. new ideas for essays and articles and i want to photograph a series of phallic fruits and vegetables, just because it's funny. and then i can eat them, because that's funny too. voila, performance art. it's not stupid, it's conceptual.

ps: my affiliated pleasantries will make a triumphant return shortly, as soon as i figure out where to put them. two new links. mmm, hypertext.

reading: chinese takeout, by arthur nersesian.
feeling: better than before.

sun 08/31/03 02:19a

i just adore spontaneous creative outbursts. they make me feel all sorts of artsy fartsy smartsy wonderful inside.

eating: a lot of junk food.
listening: weezer's blue album. over and over in the car.

th 08/28/03 12:46a

i'm antsy. i want newness. i've uprooted and resettled and am ready for something more. a new location, a new education, new friends, new life, new creative outlets, new ideas, new me.

thinking: too much.
getting: hot new glasses.

mon 06/30/03 11:40p

the road to internet celebrity is bumpy, especially when no effort is made. i miss my boyfriend.

drinking: sweet dreams herbal tea.
listening: boy george and culture club.

sun 06/29/03 10:20p
i. have. settled. and am now in full swing summer vacation mode. my world is filled with optimism and opportunity. the sun has finally come out.

listening: blondie, letters to cleo.
reading: thoreau's walden.
watching: the new tom green show, i love the 80s.

mon 06/09/03 10:20p
let's talk about the weather: it felt like summer for the first time in awhile today. made me want to sit in the park and read a good book. instead i spackled a wall.

listening: the jackson 5, weezer.
watching: tron, jawbreaker.
moving: on friday.

mon 06/02/03 02:26a

listening: guitar vader, deathcab for cutie.
watching: candid camera, waking life.

fri 05/31/03 01:05a
too many photo ops and me without my camera.

today i found myself and three friends sitting in a circle of plastic lawn chairs sipping slurpees and eating assorted convenience store munchies, basking in the late afternoon sun on the concrete loading dock of a self storage facility.

listening: beastie boys, bob marley, operation ivy.
consuming: mocha chip ice cream, cherry slurpee.
moving: girl named jen.

th 05/29/03 03:26a
dreaming and dreaming. there's way too much for me to keep up. then i realize i've spent the entire evening living vicariously through a series of screens. communication through isolation. irony so perfect it's not worth acknowledging.

ps: i am still wearing a sweater, and i am still cold. time for bed.

wed 05/28/03 08:01p
let's talk about the weather: too many clouds, not enough degrees.
this is my summer vacation, indefinitely.

reading: a frozen woman by annie ernaux
watching: infomercials on pax

mon 05/19/03 11:55p
we rocked the suburbs today and boy did we find a good parking spot.

sun 05/18/03 05:53p
i can't decide if i'm optimistic or just in denial. i'd prefer the former. who needs to be a grown up, anyway? surely not me. hence the occasional pig tails, although a haircut might be nice.

playlist: reel big fish, mxpx.
reading: uarts one noise lit mag. it's eh.

sun 05/18/03 01:55a
i made quesadillas today. threw out term paper drafts and receipts. and slept too much again. watch out, much more to come. this is my new coloring book.

playlist: pekopeko, bad religion, cat power, the white stripes.